I hate how I get so down, like randomly, and it lasts longer as time progresses. I feel like people get sick of me, and are tired of me feeling like shit, and that all I do is annoy them. But I can't help it. I try, but I'm still sad a majority of the time. But I just don't show it, it takes a lot for me to show it, but i talk to people about it, and i feel like they're sick of me. And they're gonna get fed up with me and leave me alone. It kind of scares me, but I don't want it to happen, but I feel like I'm gonna loose my best friends because I'm such an emo shit. I don't know.
<3emily.
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