I don't need anyone. I can make it on my own. I did fine for 2 years on my own. I think I was better before because I had my own ways of handling it, and it suited me. Nobody cared then, I had nobody to worry about. My world revolved around me, in the good and the bad times. I never had to explain myself to anyone. I never had to talk to anyone. I just walked through school, not really paying attention, not really talking to anyone. I was there physically, but mentally I was somewhere else, by myself. Which is what I really wanted, what I really want. I wish I wouldn't have to be this bitch, to ask to be alone, because I was better, I didn't hurt everyone that tried to help me, and then they would feel like failures as friends because nothing ever works on me, I'll never be happy. I wish someone could understand this, but I don't think they ever will.
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