You. Fucked. Up. Period end of story. You are a bitch, an asshole. You let this whole thing get way out of proportion. You're stupid. But whatever, it will teach you a lesson, that you won't really learn until a year or so later, and it will teachyou the value of friends. You really shouldn't trust people after that happened, and just kept to yourself, making yourself invisible. But no, you somehow found a friend, which you definatley regret making. You should have stayed down, you shouldn't have found another way to dance, you should have just concentrated on school, not make another huge mistake that would really make you hate people. You should have been happy you ended dance at a studio you loved, nope. Had to end it hating it. You should have just kept your head down, because that is ovbiously what people wanted, to see you down because of what you did to them. You shouldn't have apologized a hundred times, you should have let everything go and become invisible. Whatever, so you didn't, so you choose the hard way, which did in turn fuck you up even more. You felt the pressure and took out the stress in stupid ways which you still do..but whatever right? You're hoping to be dead before the summer's over anyway. Goodluck with that asshole.
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