" I thought I lost you. "

It's so bizarre how those words can trigger so many emotions inside you. In one way, you feel relieved, because someone noticed how much you've changed, how sad & isolated you've become. But then you feel scared, because those walls you put up to keep you from showing emotion must have crumbled somewhere along the line. You became vulnerable, and it showed. That vulnerability became anger, and you scare the people closest to you, you became something that you're not. You do and say things you never imagined yourself doing or saying. The walls you spent so much time building up, were in ruins at your feet.
Those words, can scare the shit out of you. You know you must have changed, a lot. You were, and possibly still are lost ; and being lost is the worst possible thing for you. You came out of being lost once before, but this time, it doesn't look like you are going to be able to.