Too Far Gone.

I feel so alone. I'm so disconnected from everybody. Nothing phases me anymore. I'm an emotionless zombie. I don't feel. I feel as if everything is passing me by, and I'm just helpless to it all. I'm lost. I'm so far off the path that I don't think I'll ever find it. Nobody will help me find it either. I know I've basically dealt with this same shit before, but they were total dicks to me before, and I wasn't that close. I got myself back on track after almost a year, and I never felt this shitty & low & depressed. I need help to do it again, and nobody seems to want to.