I was never that overly-happy kid, I rarely smiled if I wasn't onstage. Nobody ever thought of it, since I laughed at everything. But then I grew up, realized I was kind of different then everyone, I got really sad at points. I cannot remember being truly happy, I was mildly happy before I dealt with you&all your shit, but it fucked me over & I lost so many good things. I spiraled out of control, I was so close to loosing myself.
I'm slowly regaining control and maybe, just maybe things will work out right. For once in my life.