I'm Back.

So, my computer had a sick virus and wouldn't let me post on this, but I finally got rid of it.
These last three weeks have probably been the worst three weeks in a long time. Everything seemed to be going wrong. I was loosing a few people, and that killed me more than anything. But the good thing is that I got closer with my two real best friends, It's not like i wasn't close to them, I just kind of reconnected with them. But I also lost a lot of sleep and I'm really stressed so I'm making myself really sick. I'm also not breathing right, like I seriously don't breathe sometimes.
People always change, and I know that very well. But i guess its harder to deal with it when you actually have really good friends. I don't know.

<3emily.